Back!
I'm BACK!
After the long abundance of this blog!~
Hahahaha~~
And LOL, i bet you all so wanna know what am i up to during my disappearing act..
which of course seems that i've totally vanished from the surface of this earth!~
Yeah, call me if u miss me.
91892539.
Cuz here i am, disappearing again!
x)
Memories
Flashed back...
Pictures tell more than just the people inside..
it tells you about the past, the emotions, the present, the future..
.... everything.
And looking back, i do love life.
I do love my life.
I love being me.
I do love everything.
And precious memories, i know i haven't wasted my 18 yrs of life.
Seeing them, i realised i've been cherishing all the time i have till now. And if i were to die someday, i know i'm gonna leave a legacy.
One tat talks about me, teaches ppl about me, and motivate ppl through me.
I'm gonna be great.
You're gonna be great, moon.
Believe me, you are.
=)
And i will.
From my heart.
Cheap shot? Wahahaha!
Apologies extended to all the readers for my absence since errrrmm, well... i forgot when..
But well, i'm really tight with time you know..
and yeah, 24 hours a day is truly not enough...
But that's one of the factors that make my life fulfilling though..
=D
Right, so wad am i up to?
Haha, WORKING! =D
Some job you might never wanna know/interested in..
But well, haha.. u can say the opportunity is not extended to you..
And tat's why i can't openly disclose it in here..
But yes, this is the 1st job i held that i never felt like i'm working at all..
And most importantly of all, i love this job.
I love the company, i love the people, i love the environment, i love the atmosphere, i love the support... EVERYONE..
And i dun ever think that i can find some place like this anymore.
So no matter how hard the going goes, i'm gonna stick stick stick with this company for as long as i live..
And i know, this company won't forsake me like how relationships do..
In times of good, and in times of bad..
I know i have a place to go, for my heart to rest, for shouts of support..
Yeah, this is the place.
And i found it.
Or shld i say, it founded me.
I'm rectified~
=)
=D
moon is busy, very very busy.
But stay tuned; for she'll update if she finds the time to do so!
In any case, take care peepz!
=D
Mom <3
I just happened to be scratching my lower thigh suddenly when i noticed this strand of golden hair.. and yes, i mean golden.. like those ang moh blonde's hair on their arms/legs.. and this strand of hair is longer than the rest..
I'm not in the least surprised to see this strand of golden hair at all except that this time, it grew on my lower thigh..
Haha, for the past 2 times, i had this golden strand of hair growing on my forehead without me realising until it became quite long till it's visible when i was looking at myself in the mirror.
And it's a SINGLE strand of golden hair.
Just one.
And i asked mom, "heh mummee, u see my leg got this strand of gold hair leh! how come huh? last time also leh.. "
Mom laughed and replied, "ha! Gonna get popular liao! Get famous or something like that.."
LMAO~ trust her to say that. Like as if one day i'll turn into some star/actress or supermodel.
Come on, though i've a reasonable amount of self-esteem in me, i know my limits. I dun see myself becoming somebody like XiaXue, or Sarah Jessica Parker or just Fiona Xie.
I took XiaXue as an example cuz she's Singapore's most popular blogger for the present and because I blog too; hence it's no surprise that she got into my list and yes, i dun expect this blog to hit 20,000 views per day like hers.
Haha, Sarah Jessica Parker; Supermodel. Look, I'm Miss Shorty here.. and well, talent scouts nowadays like to engage TALL models, not shorties =/. Yes, but short is cute and sweet.. and it's the trend now for girls to be short.. not tall anymore.. and i like this trend.. ALOT =D
Fiona Xie is/was my idol. Yeah, say she's fake/proud/act cute. But no doubt she's pretty. I dun see why ppl are always pinpointing at her big boobs saying it's fake and plasticfied. Come on, Fiona Xie ain't really that tall, and because when one is short, the fats all come closer together and yarh, it's natural that she got big boobs wad! What's the fuss about tat?
SHORT PPL CANNOT HAVE BIG NEH NEH MEH?
I realised that when one is famous, he/she will either be loved or be criticised; to a very jialat extent.
And haha, i never thought i will meet people who dislike Jay Chou one day.
You know, when ppl dislike somebody, it just means that someone has something you dun possess. =D
No offence, but go think about it..
It's kinda true.
Anyway, it's kind of weird to see a post being blogged up at this time; 2.32 AM.
But because Mom is shifting the furniture and all in my room, i dun haf a place to rest!
To make things worse, even i haf the place to rest, there's no BED!
Cuz she's in the middle of dismantling my double-decker bed and shift back the single bed i used to sleep in~
So it might take ages. =/
YES! AND FINALLY THAT IRRITATING DOUBLE DECKER BED IS GONE~
And it leaves plenty of space in my room. =D
With a new bass and speaker system coming up and wireless network;
WAAAAHHHH, SHIOKKKKK!!
Now let's prepare for a better tomorrow and pack a little bit more of faith~
Whatever I'll be doing now, will make me a better person for tomorrow.
And I will make it.
Hanging on.
A series of many many desires!
I'm going nuts, because my desires are sprouting out of nowhere and makes me wanna go for luxurious/material wear or accessories LOADS more..
Not to mention that school's gonna start in like no time, those back to school stuff adds on to the long long list of things i've already planned to get for myself long ago..
Well, not really long though.. but i think i was too pampered last time that I could just get anything easily the next day the moment i wanted it.
And now, because I dun really wanna rely on my parents that much anymore, I try to satisfy my overwhelming desires on my very own.. which in the end, you see me working or trying all means to save up and get what I want..
Anyway, just to sum it up and make this short and sweet, it juz means that I so need time and money but not men. Well, all the time when i talked about guys to my friends, they either go "eh come on lor, you've no lack of guys.. " or "i dun tink men is a controversial issue for you to prick ur brains about.."
And yeah, i guess so.
What will come will come.
And what will go will go.
Somehow, i realised that all men are damn jian and despicable in any way.
Not to mention egoistic attitudes and irrational behaviors that has no logic and senseless at all; these men should not be given a chance to live/find a good girlfriend man..
Mr X: *smsed me* Hey, did u change my password when u use my phone last time?
Me: *dun wanna reply at all, deleted the msg straight away*
The next day...
Mr X: *smsed again* Hey, last time when you use my phone did u change the password?
Me: *Irritated* And i smsed his best friend saying, "help me to tell him that moon says no.."
Mr X: *Calls his best friend up* "YOU WANNA CONTACT ME OR MOON?!! CHOOSE ONE ONLY..!"
This is guys when they can't get what they want.
And there's nothing this particular guy can do about it. =D
It's time, and this is it....
I guess it's time that i give a little more faith in me..
Juz a little bit more than the others and go..
18 years, and I will make it successful this time..
A little bit more of determination..
A little bit more of faith..
A little bit more of confidence..
And i'll pull through..
I will.
Definitely will.
I got into the WINNING 20 of bloggers at Youth.sg!!!
VOTE FOR ME!
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And if u wanna view what it says abt on me on Youth.sg, u can click on that orange and pink link below or click here!
THANKSSSSS!!
AND IF I EVER WIN THAT CAMERA, I WILL LOVE YOU GUYS MORE! =D
P/s: The voting ends on 29 March, 2359hrs.. !
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Smile; for a better tomorrow =)
No longer clubbing?
Dun fret, cuz there's still Eski Bar.
The Sub Zero Degree Bar; which means the temperature of this bar is darn cold;
To the extent of -2 degree celsius.
Yes, minus two degree.
And you can see the bar girls/waiters wrapped in thick furry jackets and shoes
But hey, ain't this bar cool?
The only thing that doesn't make its appeal is simply that it's not as big as MOS or Momo.
But look, it's -2 degrees!
Who doesn't wanna hit a place like this in Singapore?!
It's even better than Snow City lor.
And talk about icy cold alcoholic drinks.. haha
Totally Sensational...
I juz got to know this bar though, cuz it's only 12 units away from my workplace
And i always get to walk past it all the time to and from work
Anyway, I heard it's popular and it's surviving.. haha..
So i'll be patient a little bit more and wait till i turn 18 officially and this'll be where i'll go.
Right, talking abt work.. I'm working with this photo studio as...
A TELEMARKETER =D
And it's a freaking nice job..
Adsolutely fun working environment, really friendly and jokable ppl, and short working hours with high pay..
I dun even feel like i'm working at all..
And time passes so quickly whenever i work..
Haha, not forgetting those clients i have to call..
Some were really nice up to date, cuz i haven met really rude ones..
Though they were some who are really ridiculous to the extent to ask me to ring them back again NEXT YEAR.
Come on lor, Chinese New Year passed juz recently and they dun feel ridiculous to ask me to call back next year eh?
I might not live till by then =/
Right, and because I have enough time in the morning and afternoon..
I keep excercising these days..
Like hitting the gym yesterday and playing badminton this morning to keep me in shape
Oh yes, i didn't realise swimming made my stamina improved like... WOAH!
My stamina juz shot up, and before i knew it.. I could even run 2.4km non-stop..
Unlike last time, sprint and stop.. and i feel like dying alr..
But because of work, I have to skip training.
And i'm sad, cuz i really wanna go..
Hit the waters, train my strokes, practise with my team..
So sooner or later, i'll change my work shifts so tat i can be present for training
I'm happy that my life is better than my life 1 month ago.
I've never been clearer and determined to reach for my goals
And became more positive towards life instead of backsliding on it
Hence it concludes I am a better person ler.
Anyway, if you're 18 and above alr, go go visit Eski Bar;
it's only at Raffles Place Boat Quay.
I promise you'll be thrilled to see it and will end up whopping in wonder and excitement
Have fun! =D
-A heart full of faith for tomorrow..
I Am @ Youth.SG!
Guys, you know what? I've been eyeing on that Sony Cybershot W70 Digital Camera for a hooting long time. Labels: I Am at Youth.sg
And now, help me get my hands on it.
Unlike the previous competition from Round 1 to Round 5 on Youth.sg, this time there's NO theme. And no theme means I can write whatever I want and hopefully, MAKE THIS BIG. haha, but well.. it all depends on your vote.
Well, I guess the first thing that shot right past your mind is, "Why should I help you?"
Erm, I can't really think of a good reason though because in actual, i know everybody wants that cool camera. haha, but hey! Tell you wad, i'll give you 10 reasons why I so wanna win this competition in exchange for your vote. Wahaha~
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10 Reasons Why I Want That Sony Cybershot W70 Digital Camera
1. I've been yearning for a darn long time for it, erm, say 2 years up till now?
2. Yes, so that I can take better photos using a camera instead of my handphone, which means my handphone makes a heavenly photo looks like erotic hell.
3. It looks so cool, cooler than a notebook because I dun want that Macbook featured at all.
4. I've never self-possessed a camera for 18 years. And hell yeah, I really want one.
5. I plan to save or work slowly and till I've enough money, I'll get one. But deep down, I know I'm gonna fail in this 'big' plan of mine.
6. I wanna capture all the beautiful things in life, so that when i die, those photos will tell a great deal about me.
7. My little brother won't have this idea of getting a camera too, because I'll be glad to share mine with him.
8. My blogders will get to see more illustrations in time to come on seaofmilk.blogspot.com
9. I own a really little amount of electronic gadgets, apart from my handphone and laptop.
10. Lastly, because IT'S FREE!
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I hope those 10 reasons are good enough. I tried my best though, in trying to convince you. You don't want this whole post to be telling how much I want that camera badly, do you?
And for the theme of "No Theme", i decided to just blog based on how i normally do and yes, just the original me.
Right, anyway, I was kind of busy trying to "escape" from the bustling city life to country side, somewhere that only the rich go 'cause as a matter of fact, i found out that there wasn't ANY buses which service to that place; which means you either take a cab in or drive a car.
Come on, you dun expect me to drive a car there ya? I mean, I'm not even 18 yet. =/
But soon. And i'm waiting, quite impatiently you can say.
Yes, and it's none other than National Service Resort Country Club~
Somewhere deep in the heart of Tanah Merah, faces changi beach and yeah, it's a place very suitable for emo people.
Right, and "emo" just simply means that one is indulging in his/her heavy and dense emotions which doesn't want any interruptions from the outside world.
ha! This is one word that so many adults dun understand, which in fact they ask me the meaning for it; including my school's facilitator (or lecturer you call it). And all the time after my explanation, I get to see this weird look on their face, which somehow says "i still dun get it".
Right, the reason of emo-ing for us young people nowadays is because they can't find a solution to their problem; mainly BGR. You might find it lame, but aren't there times you feel heavy and memories of everything kept rushing back and forth until you can't take it and you go emo. And count that someone suay if he/she popped into ur prescence that very second and was thrown around by your hot temper and wonder what he/she did wrong to start all that.
Well, talking about BGR, i'm not a really good example either. But hey, there's no right or wrong in ANY relationship.. and if you really wanna find a reason why the unexplainables happened, it's just that you two don't click.
Yep, it might sound offensive. But just think, is it really so easy to click with another?
Ever since I broke up with him 3 weeks ago, I realised after so long, we didn't really understand each other at all. And that is a hard and cruel fact for me to accept it; for if i don't.. I'll never live out of it. But yeah, and accepting that fact makes everything so much simpler.. And for that 3 weeks, my life turned much more enriching den I expected it to be..
Sometimes, when such things happened on you, there's nothing you can do practically except to pray.
But i didn't. LOL.
Because of faith.
And that I dun wanna swallow my pride again to go back to him anymore.
So i chose to move on.
For I know I will lead a life better than what I did 3 weeks ago.
And i did. For my sake of my friends, for the sake of my mom, and for the sake of myself, I never thought letting go was just so easy. It's either you accept the fact, or not.
When I broke up that fateful night, I suay suay bumped into this good friend of mine. And the moment I told him my break up, he gave me a really encouraging hug which made me burst into tears and cried even harder den what i just did on the way home. I bet you'll be upset to see that normal cheerful me turned into a cry baby at tat instant. And i was glad someone was there.
My mom, I kept everything about this r/s from her. Not because I dun trust her, but I dun trust myself. I thought it'll be better to let her know after me and him lasted for 1 year at least. But shit, I keep crying every night after my break up and mom heard it, erm.. you can say I find it hard to keep it under wraps.. And there, the moment she opened her mouth and talked to me, I cried even harder. This time, worser den i cried in my friend's embracement.. But somehow, I loved my mom more than ever because I knew she'll be the only one who's gonna be there, always..
For me, I decided to take things step by step.. Just continue my life and move on.. rather den just crying and crying every day.
If I were to choose all over again, I will still wanna meet him. Because without him, I might never know the people that once lived as part of my life were always there, even without contact, even without meet-ups, the distance didn't fall us apart.
These 3 weeks somehow changed my life; achievements, faith, trust, instincts.. they all came to me.
And I wanna tell the whole world, that it is how you look at yourself, not how others look at you.
Have Faith.
For who and what I am.
Cuz I'm @ Youth.sg~
Another thing to be proud of! =D
lmao, and to think i got another thing for me to smile in my sleep again! (Paiseh, if u can't see this print screen version, kindly juz click on it yeah =/ ) And there, 1st prize goes to Yours Truly! Wahaha.. i'm quite stunned and shocked a little bit though.. cuz the expected really realised in reality.. I mean, well.. my idea was unique in a way.. PLUS i went all the way to Woodlands juz to submit my work due to the deadline and stayed lesser den 5 mins, which thereafter i went off alr..
As a matter of fact, i dunno where is borders though i've heard of it. But well, it's not gonna be a problem for me.
It take only a few clicks to find out =)
Right, and i guess YUEN HONG KUN (my other "teammate") muz be freaking happy.. cuz he practically juz sit back, relax and everything is done.. so he juz haf to go downstairs of his house and open the letter box, get the voucher and go shiok..
Where got such thing one??! Enter competition and den relax, let ur other teammate do the work and get 1st prize still?
Got such thing, and it only happens if u're someone close to me. =D
Which means it'll only be my besties/khakis who will get this privilege.
Haha, and this is why my friends love me; for i dun ask for any returns.
Anyway, it's been a good 3 weeks ever since i broke up with him.. Winning a gold medal and now a 1st prize poster design competition; what's next? =D
-I'll continue to work hard for attractive prizes never fail to attract me. lol.
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